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I can remember the door closing. |
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That very first feeling of being alone. |
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Of not understanding where you'd gone. |
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Or if you would be back tonight. |
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Or in the morning or ever. I can remember you going. |
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But the rest is a blur. |
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I remember trying to stay awake as the light faded. |
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The darkness closing in and not being able to reach a light switch. |
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You had left me one. |
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A single bulb. In the bathroom. |
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With it's hard floors that caught on my feet. |
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I remember the light. |
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I remember sitting on the bathroom floor to wait. |
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But the rest is a blur. I remember trying to sleep. |
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Giving in to the darkness and allowing the shadows to grow on my eyes. |
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But it didn't come. |
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I was tired but afraid. Afraid of the movement in the windows. |
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The coloured blurs through the glass. |
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So I paced. I remembered pacing. |
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The sound of my feet on the carpet. |
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But the rest is a blur. |
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I studied the floor until I found it. |
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Some piece of paper. A piece of paper that smelled of you. |
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But I couldn't read it, and before I could regret I destroyed it. |
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Torn into a million pieces with my teeth. |
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But the rest is a blur. |
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I remember finding places. |
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Places you had hidden from me. |
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Behind things, unopened cupboards and under cabinets. |
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I walked them. I made them my own. |
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And then I left shit in the corner. |
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But the rest is a blur. |
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And I remember it was then that it happened.It was then that there was a touch and a crash. |
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And I hid from the noise. |
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The aroma that burned my nose. |
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But after time. After it had settled and you still weren't here, I ventured out. |
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I became brave. |
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And holding my breath I began to touch the damp carpet with my tongue. |
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I began to fill my stomach with the alien fumes. And that's what I remember. |
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I remember the world beginning to sway and the rest begin to blur. |
