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Yeah |
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Lately I feel like the devil's watching, he taunts me |
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I been having these thoughts in my head, they haunt me |
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I been trying to keep my focus but I keep having this dream |
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That I lost my life when I got shot in 2015, and |
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I walk around my city and no one sees me |
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I used to think, "If I died it would be so easy" |
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Well, here I am, feel like everyone left me |
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Now I'm back at home and everything feels so empty |
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Upstairs I see the girl I love crying alone |
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I see the cuts on her wrists, she's scared of dying alone |
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I said her name softly, I swear that she looked right at me |
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That's when I tried to walk up to her, |
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But she walked past me, damn |
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At my funeral, they dressed in all black |
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Everybody mourning my death while I stand in the back |
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And I look at they faces, in they eyes the pain is so clear |
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But the people that I called my friends, they ain't even here |
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Crazy how quickly they forget, instead of mourning my death |
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They fighting over who gets the house |
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And who gets the checks, damn |
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I gave my heart to these people throughout these songs |
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And it's sad to know that |
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None of it matters now that I'm gone, damn |
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Yeah, yeah |
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All my albums are on the charts, |
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And all the radios wanna play me |
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I guess it took me to die for them to appreciate me |
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I see them posting and saying how much they miss me |
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But back when I was alive |
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And depressed they ain't never hit me |
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Before I died they all used to hate me, but now it's funny |
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They post pictures, |
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They all tryin' to claim me but never loved me |
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Spit on my name when I was alive, I'll never forget |
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It's sad that they wait till you die to show they respect, but |
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Finally all the people who I looked up to |
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Say how they respect me, saying they woulda loved to |
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Meet me in the past, but it's too late for that now |
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The way these people used to treat me, |
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They can't take it back now |
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People tell stories about how we were close |
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And how they would ride for me |
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I know I'm gone, but that energy they can't hide from me |
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Award shows and these red carpets the same |
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They make these tributes to my name, |
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But back then they never invited me |
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Look, I'm at the Grammys, |
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I wish I could tell my mom I made it |
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It only took a hole in my head to be nominated |
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I looked for love from these people but all along |
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What they said was true, |
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They don't love you until you gone, **** |
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But the truth is this life never goes the way you plan it |
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I guess the point of this song |
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Is don't take your life for granted |
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And appreciate people while they still here |
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And before you judge someone take a look in the mirror |
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Because at any moment anything could happen |
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Nothing is ever promised, but you can just imagine |
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How it would be, so I give the type of love I want for me |
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'Cause one day it'll be my last |
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And it won't just be a dream, I mean |
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