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My doors are locked |
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The lights are off |
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And I am trembling in fear |
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I'm alive, but I wish I wasn't here, oh |
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The rope around my neck has snapped and all I feel is fear |
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For all the people in my life I hold dear |
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The time is passing away too slowly for me to not feel regret |
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For all the joy and pain that caused this life to live today but yet |
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My mind is swimming in the river flowing down into death |
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But I can't save myself oh why, oh why am I just... |
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...such a mess? |
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Why do I try so hard to live |
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But I live in fear |
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Why do I try to find release |
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When it's just right here |
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Everyday I fall apart |
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And fall back to the start |
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Why can't I... why can't I... |
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...build the courage to... |
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I'm alone again, my phone is dead and I just dread |
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Getting up from the edge of my bed, oh |
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Life's a pill that's hard to swallow, but the pills in my hand... |
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Are so much harder when my pain doesn't end |
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Ah, why can't I breathe one more time? |
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And safely say it's my last |
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Ah, why can't I look myself in the eye |
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And say a simple... |
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...goodbye |
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The trains are passing one by one before I even take a step |
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And in my ears are just the deafening sound of another breath |
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Oh, please just let me go |
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I'm barely hanging by a thread |
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Why do I strive to sleep? |
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But keep escaping my eternal rest |
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Why do I try so hard to live? |
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But I live in fear |
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Why do I try to find release |
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When it's just right here |
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Everyday I fall apart |
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And fall back to the start |
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Why can't I... why can't I... |
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...build the courage to... |
