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作词 : Dan Haynes/Mark Richard Jr. |
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作曲 : Dan Haynes/Mark Richard Jr. |
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I know I need to learn to live with all the things I can't change |
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I hate the fact that I feel nothing or I'm reeling in pain |
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I need to shake this ****ing habit, so I try, but I can't |
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And I look down on other addicts when we're one and the same |
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Remember back, I'm pushin' twenty, those were simpler times |
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That's when we met, |
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And ever since you're never far from my mind |
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I broke my ankle playin' ball, and so it's you I'm prescribed |
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And even through all of the pain, you make me feel I could fly |
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A couple weeks, and now you're gone |
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And now I'm feelin' the stress |
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I always wanted to feel something, maybe nothing is best |
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My friends and family start to question if I'm feelin' depressed |
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But I don't really give a damn, just put me back on the meds |
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I've been lost in my head |
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My homie Jack said he dealt with the same shit |
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He said he started drinkin' to deal with the pain quick |
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All you need is a fifth and it's cool to remain lit |
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So he handed me a bottle, said, "Take about eight sips" |
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I'm faded, but I wanna feel straight numb |
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So I drink the rest of the bottle, liquor burnin' my gums |
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Woke up the next day at around a quarter to one |
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My peers would say that "Man I had fun, right?" |
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I've been lyin', I've been sayin' I'm fine |
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But I've been feeling low and I don't know why |
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Another night, I feel empty inside |
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Down bottle after bottle of whatever I find |
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Feel the weight lift off me |
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Someone tell my mom I'm sorry |
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I don't wanna lie, I've been losin' my mind |
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They tell me "Take a pill" until I feel alright |
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The present day been feelin' sick, |
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Think I'm just bidin' my time |
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I take a shot of somethin' strong to keep that shit off my mind |
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All my friends started families and they left you behind |
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And here I am drinkin' any can or bottle I find |
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My body took you in as blood and so we're never apart |
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Some real shit, you the closest someone's been to my heart |
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But just like everything I love, you ****in' tear me apart |
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Just like everything I love, you ****in' tear me apart |
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I wanna be there for my son, daughter, wife— |
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I mean my ex-wife now |
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I guess that time really flies when you're drunk on the couch |
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I wanna shake this ****in' habit, I just don't know how |
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So you would love to see me sick until I almost drown |
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And so you keep me on the brink of barely livin' and death |
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As long as I'm alive, yeah, you know you're gettin' my cheque |
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You pray my son and daughter will follow me in my steps |
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You'll create our loves a fact |
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That I'm broke and broken and in debt |
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Can go a day without food, I can't go a day without you |
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When I try, I get the shakes 'til my face turns blue |
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Lost my job, wife, life for a bottle of booze |
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You promised you would make me happy, we know that's not true |
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I tried every drug in the book, but they never hit me the same |
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I told my doc that I'm down, he put some pills in my name |
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It doesn't matter the problem, the fix is always the same |
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Always takin' the easy route, |
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Like I'm never willin' to change, damn |
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Now blamin' everybody but me |
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With you inside my system, everybody used to love me |
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But now my friends, family, my kids, they can't even trust me |
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Been losin' all my control and I let you ****in' become me |
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No more! I said no ****in' more! |
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I know you think I'm lyin', I said this to you before |
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This time I'm ****in' ready, it's time to show you the door |
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This life is mine, it never was yours! |
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I've been lyin', I've been sayin' I'm fine |
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But I've been feelin' low and I don't know why |
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Another night, I feel empty inside |
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Down bottle after bottle of whatever I find |
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Feel the weight lift off me |
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Someone tell my mom I'm sorry |
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I don't wanna lie, I've been losin' my mind |
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They tell me "Take a pill" until I feel alright |
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