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It's so hard to say, "I'm sorry," it's so hard to self reflect |
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Make the world a better place, I'll put a ****** in my head |
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I'm still runnin' outta friends, steady runnin' from the past |
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Ain't no lil' piece of heaven, all these demons that I have |
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I am broken, I am tired, I am lonely and depressed |
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I am made up of mistakes, I'll start goin' down the list |
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I'm a product of my father, I'm a addict like my sister |
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I'm so sick, I need a doctor |
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Spent some time in institutions back at home with my mama |
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Had to run away to Houston |
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Had a girl, she was a goddess, I ****ed up and had to lose her |
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I see darkness all around me, put my soul into the music |
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I am always ****in' doubting my every single movement |
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I saw violence in my home, I seen shit I can't forget |
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I got anxieties and tendencies and memories repressed |
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Rip this shit up off my chest, put these niggas in a clip |
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Press the muzzle to my face and pull the trigger, now I'm— |
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It's so hard to end it all, I wanna try to make it right |
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It's so hard to live at all, all these obstacles in life |
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Make it hard for us all, made a ****-up of my life |
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I'd give anything at all to take back a little time |
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I'm a beast, I'm a dog, I'm a runaway slave |
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I'm like Malcolm, I'm like Martin bein' locked in a cage |
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Tell Jesus, "Come and save me, I got goals and a pager" |
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Misdemeanors on the papers, El Dorados on the Daytons |
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See me float above the pavement |
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I'm a ****in' mental patient, that's my ****in' mission statement |
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I've been sittin', waitin' patient |
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I can hear what niggas sayin', send me curses, see me prayin' |
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I could sell a blunt to Satan, all these trenches that I lay in |
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All this chaos that I stay in, see my fate and know it's waitin' |
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This a new beginning, call me Jesus, king of niggas |
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My sermon is delivered, rollin' swishers, writin' scriptures |
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Many pains and many issues, this my written crucifixion |
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I'ma sing a song of David, I remember Wayne and Baby |
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I done seen them niggas leakin' |
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Screamin', "Jesus, come and save me" |
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I don't know if I'ma make it, I just know that life ain't easy |
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Gettin' harder while I'm breathin' |
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N**gas die inside of Beamers, they don't even need a reason |
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Guns clappin', get to squeezin' |
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N**gas killin', it ain't easy |
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Rent due and it ain't easy |
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Call his name, but he ain't breathin' |
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Mama cryin', it ain't easy |
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Hard times, it ain't easy |
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It ain't easy |
