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作词 : Layton Greene/Shaffer Smith/Golden A. Styles |
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作曲 : Layton Greene/Shaffer Smith/Golden A. Styles |
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Mama getting high up in the kitchen |
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Daddy wasn't there, he was missing |
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Nobody was there to even listen |
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I kept all my problems and kept feelings hidden, yeah |
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And I put the blame on me |
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I put the blame on me |
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I put the blame on me |
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Only 10 years old |
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I'm already numb, yeah my heart's getting cold |
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Saw my mama getting weaker, hurt me to my soul |
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The only man she loved, how could he do this to his girl |
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He put that pistol to her head |
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I swear he coulda shot her dead |
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Man that liquor made him evil |
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I swear that man ain't had no reason |
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That shit just turned him to a demon, yeah |
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Fast forward a couple years |
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I done turned 12 |
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Living life one hell to the next hell |
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I got cousins touching me inappropriately |
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And don't nobody believe me when I tell |
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When you learn that shit heals, ain't no one to look up to |
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And the same people hurting you telling they love you |
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Before too long you start believing |
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That maybe you're the reason, yeah |
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Mama getting high up in the kitchen |
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Daddy wasn't there, he was missing |
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Nobody was there to even listen |
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I kept all my problems and kept feelings hidden, yeah |
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And I put the blame on me |
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I put the blame on me, yeah |
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I put the blame on me |
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Age 14 left East St. Louis |
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New drama but I really ain't new to it |
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Hear 'em laughing at lunchtime and I'm the joke |
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Black and white was too black for the white folks |
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I can't do nothing 'bout my face |
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Feeling all over the place |
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Over something I can't control |
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**** is wrong with these people? |
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Or is it something wrong with me though? Yeah |
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Age 16, life's still mean |
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Mama fell hard, needed rescuing |
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She got a new man, he told her simply |
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She could stay with him long as she don't bring me |
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I guess she had to make a chose |
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Did what she had to do |
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Chose him over her own kid |
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I don't know what would make her do this |
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Had to be something I did, ooh |
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Mama getting high up in the kitchen (eh) |
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Daddy wasn't there, he was missing (eh) |
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Nobody was there to even listen (yeah, yeah) |
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I kept all my problems |
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And kept feelings hidden, yeah (ooh) yeah |
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And I put the blame on me (blame on me) |
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I put the blame on me (ooh) yeah |
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I put the blame on me (blame on me) |
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I was homeless till I turned 18 |
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Started living with a man I was dating |
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Last thing on my mind was graduating |
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All about survival and money-making |
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Always seemed to escape my reality |
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Just tryna play the cards, goddamn me |
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Posted myself singing a song 'cause it was on my heart |
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When it went viral I was working in Walmart |
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I got a new start |
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Taking my pain, turning it into art |
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Turning bad times into hot sounds |
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For the first time where I belong |
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20 now, making moves, making money now |
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Rainy days hella sunny now |
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But every now and then I think about |
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Mama getting high up in the kitchen (eh) |
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Daddy wasn't there, he was missing (eh) |
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Nobody was there to even listen (yeah, yeah) |
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I kept all my problems |
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And kept feelings hidden, yeah (ooh) yeah |
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And I put the blame on me (blame on me) |
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I put the blame on me (ooh) yeah |
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I put the blame on me (blame on me) |
