Leaving Heaven

Leaving Heaven

歌名 Leaving Heaven
歌手 Eminem
歌手 Skylar Grey
专辑 Music To Be Murdered By
原歌词
[00:00.00] 作词 : M Mathers/H. Hafermann/E. Taylor
[00:00.19] 作曲 : M Mathers/H. Hafermann/E. Taylor
[00:00.38] Eminem:
[00:00.80] Yeah
[00:01.78] I knew this day was coming
[00:02.78] Sometimes you gotta come back down
[00:05.45] It's all going to hell now man
[00:06.69] Stoop to someone's level
[00:08.42] Yeah
[00:08.53] Eminem:
[00:08.74] Five dozen flies buzzin' over your head
[00:11.47] Call me the Grim Reaper sleep is my cousin
[00:13.88] You dead to me now and I'ma be the last face you see
[00:16.68] 'Fore you die cussin'
[00:17.97] My eye a tiger's and I'm a survivor so I will rise up and
[00:21.60] What
[00:22.23] Be triumphant 'cause when I'm looking at my legacy
[00:24.91] Leg I see
[00:25.51] Bunch of dogs tryna dry hump it
[00:27.28] Like Triumph The Puppet so I'm like "**** it"
[00:29.30] Pile the carnage up 'til its so high it's touching the sky
[00:32.08] Let 'em all line up and attack
[00:34.50] Single filing up in the stack
[00:36.68] Call 'em toy soldiers
[00:38.17] Yeah
[00:38.58] 'Cause they just wind up on their backs
[00:40.84] Now the sky's nothing but black
[00:42.28] But I am not coming back I done told ya
[00:44.21] I told the woke me to go to sleep
[00:45.84] But still they keep on provoking me
[00:47.32] They're hoping to see me completely broken emotionally
[00:50.11] But how in the **** am I not supposed to be woke
[00:51.98] When these ****ers just keep poking me now
[00:53.69] Skylar Grey:
[00:54.03] I'm leaving Heaven
[00:57.90] I'm leaving Heaven
[01:01.90] Angels won't find me
[01:06.17] Where are you going
[01:10.46] Eminem:
[01:11.57] I've been down kicked
[01:12.47] Like around six thousand times since I was a kid
[01:15.60] As a child picked on clowned
[01:17.74] Countless times I've been outed
[01:19.51] Gotta remind myself of it every now and then
[01:21.98] Yeah
[01:22.18] So the route I went's self-empowerment
[01:24.00] In a hole taught myself how to get out of it
[01:26.76] And balance it with talents wit
[01:28.22] 'Cause life is like a penny
[01:29.42] Life is like a penny
[01:30.53] 'Cause it's only one percent
[01:32.18] Who overcome this shit
[01:33.41] They found the wit
[01:34.10] I went AWOL like what my back was up against
[01:36.39] Don't tell me 'bout struggle b***h I lived it
[01:38.72] I was five or six the first time I got my hind end kicked
[01:41.56] Malcolm Isaac and Boogie jumped me and took my tricycle
[01:44.71] And I don't know if I would call that white privilege yeah
[01:47.96] But I get it how it feels to be judged by pigment
[01:51.23] Besides getting it from both sides of the tracks
[01:53.25] But I swore I'd get them back
[01:54.46] Even if it meant selling my soul to get revenge and
[01:56.54] What
[01:56.91] Thought of a scheme and it got me to thinking
[01:58.24] If I can believe in myself I could prolly achieve it
[01:59.92] That's part of the reason I do all my talking when He can
[02:01.85] And as long as I'm breathing
[02:02.71] I vow to smother and beat them
[02:03.58] Got a heart of a demon go at 'em and I'ma get even
[02:05.41] Like I'm in the Garden of Eden
[02:06.44] I'm 'bout to go off of the deep end
[02:07.70] This evil is calling
[02:08.25] I'm already seething and
[02:09.04] Skylar Grey:
[02:09.35] I'm leaving Heaven
[02:13.27] I'm leaving Heaven
[02:17.26] Angels won't find me
[02:21.55] Where are you going
[02:25.83] Eminem:
[02:26.03] Okay so while Macklemore was keeping his room nice and neat
[02:28.47] Yeah
[02:28.93] I was getting my a*s beat twice a week
[02:30.71] What
[02:30.83] Looking for a place for the night where I could sleep
[02:32.80] Flippin' sofa cushions over just tryin' to see
[02:34.92] If I could find some change and scrape up for a bite to eat
[02:37.03] It's nice to me find a couple dimes a piece
[02:39.15] Twenty five cents each'd get us a bag of chips
[02:41.13] We'd be glad to get that even we if we had to split
[02:43.34] We'd do backward flips looking back at it
[02:44.71] I think that would fit with the definition of not having shit
[02:47.53] Couple that with the fact my mother was batshit
[02:49.02] Pop was a sack of shit yeah he died but I gave half a shit
[02:51.82] Yeah which brings me back to the real dad that I zero had
[02:54.77] Since a year-old forty-seven year-old scab
[02:56.90] Just to hear them words ear piercing
[02:58.88] Like my earlobe stabbed with a needle for an earring
[03:01.46] Should I feel upset
[03:02.36] You were dead to me 'fore you died
[03:04.16] Me tear no shed
[03:05.50] Should I have made a mural at your funeral
[03:07.29] Had your coffin draped with a hero's flag
[03:09.34] Where the **** you were at
[03:10.45] When De'Angelo done hurt me real bad at the Rio Grande
[03:13.60] Never met your grandkids ****ing coward
[03:15.84] Only gut you had was from your stomach fat
[03:17.70] I couldn't see your a*s gonna Heaven
[03:19.63] So I'm asking for a pass to go to Hell
[03:21.53] So I can whip your ****ing ass
[03:22.86] I hate that I'll never get to say "I hate you" to your face
[03:25.45] No coming back from where I'm going
[03:26.74] Sky is dark my soul is black hand on the shovel
[03:28.75] Dig with the blade up and then I step on the metal
[03:31.02] Vendetta to settle tell the Devil
[03:32.63] Skylar Grey/Eminem:
[03:33.10] I'm leaving Heaven
[03:36.53] Yeah
[03:37.08] I'm leaving Heaven
[03:39.43] You know I should dig your mother****ing ass up
[03:42.08] Angels won't find me
[03:43.68] Just to spit in your ****ing face
[03:45.36] Where are you going
[03:47.50] Holding my baby pictures up like you're proud of me
[03:50.43] I'm leaving heaven
[03:51.20] **** you b***h
[03:53.73] I'm leaving heaven
[03:54.27] You know what
[03:55.78] Maybe if I had had you
[03:57.82] Angels won't find me
[03:58.35] I wouldn't have went through half the shit
[03:59.44] I went through so I blame you
[04:02.17] Where are you going
[04:03.92] Or maybe I should say "Thank you"
[04:06.64] 'Cause I wouldn't have been me
[04:07.94] Skylar Grey/Eminem:
[04:08.36] So you better you better run
[04:10.89] Yeah
[04:12.41] So I'ma let it go now
[04:13.24] You better you better run
[04:16.04] Rest in peace
[04:16.86] You better you better run
[04:19.25] C******ker
[04:21.14] You better you better run
[04:23.32] See you in Hell
歌词翻译
[00:00.38] 姆的双重独白:
[00:00.80] 嗯...
[00:01.78] (我深知这天一定会来临)
[00:02.78] 终有一天你将回来
[00:05.45] (但是一切已随他堕入地狱)
[00:06.69] 并堕入这种人应至的境界
[00:08.42] 那么...
[00:08.53] 姆:
[00:08.74] 不计其数的飞虫在你头顶蜂鸣
[00:11.47] 我即是死神,长眠如同我的表侄(Sleep Is The Cousin Of Death,感兴趣的可以搜搜)
[00:13.88] 于我而言你已死,我将是你见的最后一人(Em的父亲死前见了他最后一面,此处也与Em自称死神呼应)
[00:16.68] 在你的死亡诅咒生效之前
[00:17.97] 眼神如虎,我是这个环境的幸存者(没有父亲?),因此我将雄起,并
[00:21.60] (怎么样?)
[00:22.23] 得意无比,只因当我回看我为后人留下的遗赠时
[00:24.91] 只见自己的腿脚(与legacy押韵,或许表示自己的模仿者拙劣无比)
[00:25.51] 群犬都只是在模仿着交尾(却不像我一样荷枪实弹)
[00:27.28] 就像“胜利”那只木偶狗(出自Ass like that--Eminem),所以我仅能在一旁说着“管他呢”
[00:29.30] 堆砌着无数屠杀,直至它高耸入云
[00:32.08] 就让他们排着队发起进攻吧
[00:34.50] 个体列队着堆成一座尸堆
[00:36.68] 把它们称作玩具士兵(也无伤大雅)
[00:38.17] (确实)
[00:38.58] 因为它们们刚刚上紧了背后的发条
[00:40.84] 现在天空除了黑暗别无他物
[00:42.28] 但是我不会回归,早已说明
[00:44.21] 我告诉觉醒的自己回归长眠
[00:45.84] 但是那些人还是一直挑衅我
[00:47.32] 他们希望看到我的情绪完全崩溃
[00:50.11] 但当这些贱人一直在戳我的时候
[00:51.98] 我又怎么能不醒来
[00:53.69] 天灰:
[00:54.03] 我正从天堂离去,
[00:57.90] 我正从天堂离去啊!!!
[01:01.90] 天使也难觅我踪迹。
[01:06.17] 所向何方?
[01:10.46] 姆:
[01:11.57] 我曾被踢倒在地
[01:12.47] 自从孩提时代,这种情况大概出现了6000次(估计是虚指)
[01:15.60] 作为一个被扣上了小丑帽子(指角色)的孩子
[01:17.74] 被无数次排斥
[01:19.51] 必须时常将这些(痛苦)回忆于心
[01:21.98] (必须!)
[01:22.18] 所以我走上了这条自我赋权的道路
[01:24.00] 在这个深坑中教会自己如何跳出去
[01:26.76] 并且用自己的才智与其抗衡
[01:28.22] 因为生活就像一个铜子
[01:29.42] 生活就像一个铜子
[01:30.53] 因为只有1%的人
[01:32.18] 能够克服这些困难
[01:33.41] 他们发现了这些才气
[01:34.10] 我如同自己对抗之物一样擅离职守
[01:36.39] 别TM再向我诉说世道艰辛了贱人(Em父亲说他也是为生活所迫),它们伴我生活!
[01:38.72] 当我第一次被后跟踹的时候才5、6岁!’
[01:41.56] Malcolm Issac 和 Boogie (应该是Em小时候的两个恶棍)跨过我,还抢走了我的三轮车
[01:44.71] 我都不知道我是否应该称这为“白人特权”(Em小时候生活的城市Detroit黑人占80%)
[01:47.96] 但是我明白了被以(肤)色取人的感觉(因此Em一直在宣传种族平等)
[01:51.23] 另外,我也从铁轨的两边得到了它们(指“一色取人”的两个方面,即身为黑人和身为白人,Em有很多黑人朋友)
[01:53.25] 但是我发誓会拿回它们(可能是指Em小时失去的尊严,和三轮车
[滑稽])
[01:54.46] 纵使着意味着出卖自己的灵魂寻求复仇
[01:56.54] (还有?)
[01:56.91] 关于一个阴谋的想法,这让我不禁开始思考
[01:58.24] 只要我能相信自己,我就应该能够实现它
[01:59.92] 那是我与自己进行明明他也能与我进行的谈心的其中一部分原因(这”谈心”多多少少有些开导人生的意味)
[02:01.85] 只要我还在呼吸
[02:02.71] 我就发誓要暴打,让他们窒息
[02:03.58] 得到了恶魔之心,冲着那些人而去,而我将要实施报复
[02:05.41] 如同我身处伊甸园中
[02:06.44] 我将要动身前往深渊
[02:07.70] 邪恶正在召唤
[02:08.25] 我也已经在强压满腔怒火了
[02:09.04] 天灰:
[02:09.35] 我正从天堂离去,
[02:13.27] 我正从天堂离去啊!!!
[02:17.26] 天使也难觅我踪迹。
[02:21.55] 所向何方?
[02:25.83] 姆:
[02:26.03] 好吧,当Macklemore正在忙着保持他房间的干净整洁时,(记得Em在Chloraseptic【remix】里面提到有人叫他学习Macklemore)
[02:28.47]
[02:28.93] 我在两周一次地被打得屁滚尿流(同样是白人rapper,小时候遭遇天差地别)
[02:30.71]
[02:30.83] 寻找一个能够让我晚上睡得着的地方
[02:32.80] 将沙发垫翻来翻去
[02:34.92] 只是为了看看能不能在其中找寻一些零钱凑起来能够买一口吃的
[02:37.03] 当时只要能找到几个硬币就已经十分幸运
[02:39.15] 每个25分钱的硬币足够我们买一袋薯片了
[02:41.13] 我们会为此十分开心,即使我们必须分着吃
[02:43.34] 回首往事,我们甚至会笑的向后翻
[02:44.71] 我相信这能够匹配的上家徒四壁的定义了
[02:47.53] 把上述情况再加上我母亲的蛮横无理
[02:49.02] 那么爸爸就是一麻袋的粪便,确实,他死了但是我几乎不在乎
[02:51.82] 这让我想起对我来说虽然真实存在却毫无意义的父亲
[02:54.77] 从1岁到如今47岁,这都是个伤疤
[02:56.90] 只是听到他们的话如同打耳洞
[02:58.88] 像我为了带上耳环,耳垂被尖针扎穿
[03:01.46] 我应该感到烦恼吗
[03:02.36] 你在死之前对我来说就已经去世
[03:04.16] 我的泪珠不会因此落下
[03:05.50] 亦或是我应该在你的葬礼上整一面壁画呢
[03:07.29] 将你的棺材用一面英雄的旗帜轻轻遮盖
[03:09.34] 你TM在哪?
[03:10.45] 当我再RioGrande的被DE‘Angelo伤害的时候
[03:13.60] 你这个懦夫连你的曾子女都没有见过
[03:15.84] 你的肠胃里唯一有的就是你肚子里的脂肪
[03:17.70] 我看你跟本不能去往天堂
[03:19.63] 因此我在找寻一张去地狱的通行证
[03:21.53] 如此我便可以痛打你一顿
[03:22.86] 我憎恨自己从未朝着你的脸对你说出“我恨你!”
[03:25.45] 我也不再从我要去的地方回来了
[03:26.74] 天空灰暗,我的灵魂漆黑,手持铁铲
[03:28.75] 用铲刃深入土,我狠踏这块金属
[03:31.02] (我对你)长年的怨气要被清算,告诉恶魔:
[03:32.63] 天灰+姆:(括号内为姆的独白)
[03:33.10] 我正从天堂离去,
[03:36.53]
[03:37.08] 我正从天堂离去啊!
[03:39.43] (你知道我应该把该死的你给挖出来)
[03:42.08] 天使也难觅我踪迹。
[03:43.68] (只为了在你脸上吐痰)
[03:45.36] 所向何方?
[03:47.50] ((你)拿着我婴儿时的照片好像为我骄傲—)
[03:50.43] 我正从天堂离去,
[03:51.20] (*去你的!!!)
[03:53.73] 我正从天堂离去啊!
[03:54.27] (你知道吗)
[03:55.78] (如果我曾经有你(做我的父亲))
[03:57.82] 天使也难觅我踪迹。
[03:58.35] (我便不必承受自己已经承受过的苦难的一半)
[03:59.44] (因此我谴责你)
[04:02.17] 所向何方?
[04:03.92] (或许我还应该说句“谢谢你”?)
[04:06.64] (因为(若不是有你)我将不会成为现在的自己(Em失去父亲一定程度上造就了他))
[04:07.94] 天灰+姆(括号内为姆的独白)
[04:08.36] 你最好马上逃跑
[04:10.89] (嗯。。。)
[04:12.41] (因此我将放下这一切)
[04:13.24] 你最好马上逃跑
[04:16.04] (安息吧)
[04:16.86] 你最好马上逃跑
[04:19.25] (贱人!!!!!)
[04:21.14] 你最好马上逃跑
[04:23.32] (下次见面,估计就是在地狱了)