I Don't Like Who I Was Then

歌名	I Don't Like Who I Was Then
歌手	The Wonder Years
专辑	No Closer To Heaven

原歌词

[00:00.00]	作曲 : Daniel Jason Campbell/Nicholas Steinborn/Matthew Paul Brasch/Michael Dominic Kennedy/Joshua James Martin/Kenneth Alrich Cavaliere
[00:21.33]	Tossed around like sea glass
[00:22.92]	And you rounded out my edges
[00:24.50]	I'll feel better when the headaches go away
[00:28.19]	I've got a scar across my forehead
[00:29.93]	Turning purple in the cold
[00:32.06]	From a night at Shore Memorial
[00:33.41]	I was sixteen and afraid
[00:35.20]	Turned away
[00:36.41]	Like I'm working babyface
[00:38.96]	Out of Mid-South in the eighties
[00:42.31]	I kept a blade hidden in my wrist tape
[00:46.19]	I think I'm growing into someone you could trust
[00:53.52]	I want to shoulder the weight 'til my back breaks
[00:56.49]	I want to run till my lungs give up
[00:59.74]	If I could manage not to **** this up
[01:03.44]	If I could manage not to **** this up
[01:06.95]	I think enough is enough
[01:09.43]
[01:15.78]	Hidden in the tall grass
[01:17.23]	In the naked light of day
[01:18.86]	Put my past self in the ground
[01:20.68]	I've been dancing on the grave
[01:22.59]	I'm not the person that I was then
[01:24.57]	I'm tearing him away
[01:26.08]	I was bitter, I was careless
[01:27.90]	I was nineteen and afraid
[01:30.98]	But you deserve more from me
[01:33.85]	I don't know why I would say those things
[01:38.41]	But you deserve more from me
[01:40.13]	And I'm trying every day
[01:44.31]	I think I'm growing into someone you could trust
[01:51.19]	I want to shoulder the weight until my back breaks
[01:54.78]	I want to run till my lungs give up
[01:57.97]	If I could manage not to **** this up
[02:01.43]	If I could manage not to **** this up
[02:04.97]	I think enough is enough
[02:12.52]	You left me walking in circles
[02:16.12]	You were a shot in the dark
[02:20.53]	You were the baby teeth I buried
[02:24.17]	You were the sounds of distant cars
[02:27.59]	You left me walking in circles
[02:31.21]	You were a shot in the dark
[02:35.31]	You were the banner that says "no one"
[02:38.80]	That I tattooed across my heart
[02:42.26]	You left me walking in circles
[02:45.88]	You were a shot in the dark
[02:49.71]	You scattered like ashes across every song that I write
[02:54.15]	You’re where the light pollution starts
[02:57.35]	I think I'm growing into someone you could trust
[03:05.30]	I want to shoulder the weight until my back breaks
[03:08.39]	I want to run till my lungs give up
[03:11.67]	If I could manage not to **** this up
[03:15.34]	If I could manage not to **** this up
[03:19.01]	Enough is enough
[03:23.30]

歌词翻译

[00:21.33]	像海玻璃般被浪潮抛掷
[00:22.92]	是你抚平我所有棱角
[00:24.50]	待头痛消散自会好转
[00:28.19]	额前横亘着淤青伤疤
[00:29.93]	在寒风中渐泛紫红
[00:32.06]	源自岸滨纪念医院那夜
[00:33.41]	十六岁的我惶恐不安
[00:35.20]	背身逃离
[00:36.41]	如同八十年代中南部
[00:38.96]	初出茅庐的摔角菜鸟
[00:42.31]	护腕里总藏着锋利刀片
[00:46.19]	我正在蜕变成值得你信赖的人
[00:53.52]	愿扛起重量直到脊梁断裂
[00:56.49]	愿奔跑直至肺叶罢工
[00:59.74]	若能避免再次搞砸一切
[01:03.44]	若能避免再次搞砸一切
[01:06.95]	我想该是适可而止的时候
[01:09.43]
[01:15.78]	藏身于齐腰野草丛中
[01:17.23]	沐浴赤裸天光之下
[01:18.86]	将往昔的自己埋葬
[01:20.68]	我正于坟茔上起舞
[01:22.59]	早已不是当年那个人
[01:24.57]	正将旧我彻底撕碎
[01:26.08]	曾经乖戾又莽撞
[01:27.90]	十九岁的我战战兢兢
[01:30.98]	但你值得更好的我
[01:33.85]	不知为何口出恶言
[01:38.41]	但你值得更好的我
[01:40.13]	每日都在竭力改变
[01:44.31]	我正在蜕变成值得你信赖的人
[01:51.19]	愿扛起重量直到脊梁断裂
[01:54.78]	愿奔跑直至肺叶罢工
[01:57.97]	若能避免再次搞砸一切
[02:01.43]	若能避免再次搞砸一切
[02:04.97]	我想该是适可而止的时候
[02:12.52]	你让我在原地徘徊不前
[02:16.12]	你是黑暗中的意外枪响
[02:20.53]	如我埋葬的乳牙
[02:24.17]	如远方车辆传来的嗡鸣
[02:27.59]	你让我在原地徘徊不前
[02:31.21]	你是黑暗中的意外枪响
[02:35.31]	是刺在我心口的
[02:38.80]	"无人相伴"宣言
[02:42.26]	你让我在原地徘徊不前
[02:45.88]	你是黑暗中的意外枪响
[02:49.71]	如飘散在每首创作里的骨灰
[02:54.15]	你是光污染蔓延的起点
[02:57.35]	我正在蜕变成值得你信赖的人
[03:05.30]	愿扛起重量直到脊梁断裂
[03:08.39]	愿奔跑直至肺叶罢工
[03:11.67]	若能避免再次搞砸一切
[03:15.34]	若能避免再次搞砸一切
[03:19.01]	是时候适可而止了
[03:23.30]